| my pain inside |
[Jul. 19th, 2005|07:26 pm] |
my true love for u hurts me
i feel like i am being crushed by my undying feelings for u
u unknowingly have my heart in ur hands
there isnt a day when i dont think about u
i want to be with u
i want to look at u
i want to hear u
i want u to love me the way i love u
i wish u knew more than my name
i wish u could knoe how much i care for u
i would do anything for u
anything to have ur love in return
anything for just one moment by ur side
thinking about u brings me to tears
i need to tell u how i feel
i need u to understand
i need u to knoe
i need u
it kills me to have this bottled up inside
i need to tell the world about u
i need to let this out
i need help
i need u
there is a hole in me without u
knowing that that hole will never be filled kills me
knowing i can never have u kills me
knowing that u will never love me kills me
u make me shake
u make me hurt
u make me cry
i want this pain to go away
but i dont want to forget about u
u are everything to me
u are perfect to me
u make it hard to breath
hard to think
hard to live
i want to die if u will notice me then
i dream about u
i think about u
i want to talk about u
but can hardly say ur name without pain
i wish anything was possible
then there would be a chance for me
u will never see me as more than a name
u will never hear
u will never love me
and i cant handle that
i love u too much to stop thinking about u
i need u more than anything
i want u more than anything
i love u more than anything
i love u
i love u
i love u |
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| o good!!!! |
[Jul. 16th, 2005|12:56 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | your mom (ok eww gross strike that reverse!!!) | ] |
tonight was freaking awesome
so my sis her roommate went to see charlie and the chocolate factory
which is more amazing than i could possibly begin to describe
sooo funny so awesome so everything
johnny depp is so amazing in the movie
duh!
i dont want to ruin it for u but his first big line is freaking hillarious
omg
ok
however before the movie tyra banks stood next to me and i feel so special
i was on the phone and she walked away and i was like woah!
well then after the movie we went to borders to get my harry potter book
ahhhhh
im a freak i knoe
so
ill be reading that nonstop from now till im finished
and
i will leave u with this
!!!!!go see charlie and the chocolate factory imediately i mean it and invite me because i need to see it many more times!!!!!
...........
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...........tuesday im going to the zoo!
-sven
(um........all this is supposed to be in caps so use ur imagination) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 2nd, 2005|07:06 pm] |
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| |  excited | ] |
omg........JUMANJI is on and i love it
it one the list of favorites
did u knoe that kirsten dunst is in it?
and on next is ADAMS FAMILY
which i also love.........alot
its AWESOME!!!
= )
-sven |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|08:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | failure's not flattering :: new found glory | ] |
so last night i stroll out of acting class with ally and i literally drop everything when i see my car
someone put shaving cream on it again *cough* mia, dev, or, cake *cough*
funny very funny but it took katie, ally and i like 30 minutes to clean it enough to drive to a gas station and finish the job
and by the way my car now smells SO FUCKING HORRIBLE INSIDE for some reason
probably cuz all that shaving cream seaped in and infected the air in my car
so um......who was it?
= )
then i got home and every other commercial was about alcohol and i got cravings
so someone needs to have a party!
then i had another dream about.......well i knoe who
yeah so......i hope all u are having FUCKING AWESOME SUMMERS!!!!
comment to tell me what ur doing over summer
= )
-sven |
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| bitches |
[May. 6th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | lunacy fringe :: the used | ] |
I hope u all agee with me when i say FUCK PARENTS!!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|03:12 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
Will someone PLEASE tell me why the FUCK i am being HATED all the suden?
AHHHH!!!!!
post anonomously |
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| love hurts.........bad |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|07:53 pm] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
i give a little love and i would think i would get some attention for once in a while
but i guess that whatever i do im just that kid whos there who follows u
it sucks not to be invited by u or knoe whats going on
all i want is a little importance or recognition
i just want to be loved
love ya |
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| bye |
[Apr. 12th, 2004|05:37 pm] |
im fucking done with this livejournal shit
i thought it would be another way of communicating to my friends
but no i relize i have no friends because of one jackass little bitch
so i knoe ur sitting at ur computer fucking reading this
i knoe ur happy that im gone
but keep it to ur self ok
either that or tell me in person
dont do the cowardly shit way
everyone thinks this is a better way to get out ur problems
well it isnt
so im just fucking through with this fucking shit
i cant even trust people anymore
i fucking hate this feeling
i dont knoe who is back stabing me
but it can be anyone
i personally think i have i idea but i cant be fucking sure
so when i get to school i am gunna have my eyes open
so good riddence
have ur party for me leaving
get all happy
just keep ur fucking head out of my life whoever u fucking are
ive taken so much shit from people and just let it be
but it stops here ok
so dont try an shit on me
ive tried to lay low on some of u guys giving u space to breath away from me
i went to other places
i just concidered u my friends and i felt u didnt want me around so much so i gave u some air
as for ur comment
for the whole bowling matter
"u were lucky to be invited"
i planed it so i was invited ok
just shut ur fucking mouth for shit u dont knoe about |
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| Im all alone...........o well |
[Apr. 6th, 2004|06:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | hoobastank::The reason | ] |
well today everyone went to the retreat
i of course am the smart one and forgot to sign up
so i was all alone during lunch
i had to go sit with brianne
it was young entrapenures day (just try to sound it out its hard to spell)
so for lunch i had to stay in a long ass line to get pizza
then of course they run out before i get half way
then i move to the burrito line
but i dont move a inch before it moves
so i had to buy ravioli
on sunday i went to the bowling alley
cake and gabs were there
we played photo hunt the whole fucking time
im ok with that cuz its fun
but i wanted to bowl at least one game
and we didnt
i never get my way with friends and family
its not fair
*sigh*
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
(music)
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
stay and play with me |
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| bazamba zamba |
[Apr. 2nd, 2004|04:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | last train home :: lost prophets | ] |
hehehehe gaby fell 2 days ago
thats all i want to say before i get to quotes
Mr. Gamble::hey can i get a hit of my coffe?
Some guy::how do u take it
Mr. Gamble::Black...............just like my women
hahahahaha
so funny
then i wrote black on my hand and olivia sees it
Olivia::Ummmmmm Steven sorry to tell u this but........ur white!!
then michelle melendez today
garrett(i cant spell)::how many points was it worth?
michelle::a million
hahaha
u had to be there
and u werent
so
yeah
over and out |
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| kamenby |
[Mar. 30th, 2004|11:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
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| | liz phair :: why cant I (sneeze) | ] |
wow
tonight was the bomb shizzle
but lets save the best for last
first at school gaby and i found out syd told cake what our plan was
so we stole syds bag
she got furious
but none of this matters
cuz WE WENT BOWLING!!!!!
OM SO MUCH FUN!!!
it was gaby sammy kaitlin and me
we were having so much fun
gaby got a turky in the last frame
and i almost did
its funny cuz sammy would go and bowl super hard and fast
then kaitlin would go up and role it all slow
it was hillarious
and gabs and kaitlin had to go to the juke box every time they werent bowling
but after 3 games (1 with only gaby and me) we played in the arcade)
photo hunt is the BEST GAME IN THE WORLD
and we got the high score
our name is kamenby for all those who dont believe us
omg we're so doing that again!!!!!!!!!!
sveninator |
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| speck on a face |
[Mar. 29th, 2004|06:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  rejected | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | my ipod is charging | ] |
ok so hi
how r u
havent posted in a while
today i bio gaby and i were spinning pennies
and i can do this cool trick
woah!!!
did i write pennies i mean nickles
sorry gabs
hahahahahaha
gaby fell again today
it was funny
sorry again
hahahaha
taco bell taco bell product placement with taco bell
enchirito MACHO BURRITO!!!!!
go see kung pow all of u non kung pow see-ers
yeah thats kinda weird
thats my life
grab a piece and pass it a round
cuz i sure dont want it
stever beaver |
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| GramdmaaaAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Mar. 24th, 2004|04:33 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | tangerine speedo by caviar (only gabs would knoe) | ] |
SO
hi
omg today we turned in our amgen
im so happy its done
my title page was so kewl
it was me holding hands with amgen
it was kewl
OMG SURVIVOR IS ON TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT I HAVE TO0 TAPE IT AGAIN CUZ I WONT BE HOME
WHICH SUCKS
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
hi olivia!
u never see this and comment so for now on untill u comment im gunna say
hi olivia!!
Sven |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 22nd, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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| |  thirsty | ] |
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| | usher | ] |
sorry cake i was just really mad when u warned me
last time that happened i kept getting warned for no apperant reason
then i lost my sn
it just really made me angry
sianara |
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| ouch |
[Mar. 21st, 2004|10:53 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | its to late for music | ] |
omg shea's play is the best
wow the best
its MONDO good
like really MONDO MONDO good
wow
ill let u imagine the rest
munch munch |
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| ashton kuthcer you just got PUNKD! |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|04:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | my name is jonas : weezer | ] |
this is gaby updating for steven, well not really. or maybe it is..could it be?
hmm...its something to think about. possibly? maybe? fo drizzle! o well.
can you guess?
me either.
today was a gold day. whoa!! today i had world civ, math, and religion/english. so ... after school we found a table and sat. after getting a coke/dr pepper. it was a good soda/s. then i took the bus and went home. now i am listening to hey ya. i watched 'gangsta hermoine' and family guy.
mr good wasnt here so we had a mean lady as a sub. she was mean lady.
will do. |
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| DMV |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|05:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | super MONDO excited | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | i wish | ] |
well today after school my dad picked me up to go to the dmv
we went to the sherman oaks one
but it was MONDO crowded
then we went to cosco
got gas
went to the hollywood dmv
it was way less crowded
but it still took us a MONDO long time
like 2 hours
when i finnally got the papers and picture
it was too late to take the test
so i have to go back to take it another day
o well
o
and my dad got a new laptop for my bro
and it had POWER PETE
OMG I REMEMBER PLAYING THAT WITH CONSTANCE
IT WAS THE BEST FUCKING GAME EVER
AND ITS ON MY BROS COMP
WOW
that is MONDO kewl
but i lost my touch
and i suck
i mean i MONDO suck
thats 5 times using MONDO (including my mood)
now its 6
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! |
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| *gurgling noise* |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|08:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  enthralled | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | what the hell does enthralled mean? | ] |
so today somehow i was on fire
cake and gabs said so
i made them laugh
haha
yeah kinda like that
but if it was mr good it would be
HAHAHAHAHA..............HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
like mondo loud
that is gunna be my new favorite word
mondo
so today i was supposively MONDO hillarious
haha
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
toot |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|02:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  working | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the sound of the computer keys | ] |
im trying to write a report on this guy
and i knoe hes gunna be the death of me
well putting in the pic isnt working so
use ur imagination
chill |
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| yo necessito un chocolate!!!!! |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|11:31 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | i want to be listening to that afi song | ] |
hehehe
funny stuff
u knoe who u r
im not blushing its natural
GRANDMA!!!!!!!!!!
and much much more
A.F.I. Lyrics
Silver And Cold Lyrics
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me)
Your sins into me... oh
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
i was listening to this on my way home and i needed to find out the lyrics
cuz u cant understand one fucking word except wooah!!
buenos noches |
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